Roseate Affection

NEW SKIN

2012-02-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

JUST CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! HALFWAY DONE THOUGH! :)

DRAGON YEAR

2012-02-02T13:48:00.005+08:00

CNY DAY 1: daddy's side :)

CNY DAY 2: mummy's side :)

hehe victor's so cute right! anw his temple run high score is 5.7million! pro or what!

CNY DAY 9: BFFs!

last saturday baby and i went to pet station to visit little norwich and he's still there so we bought him :) he's so mischievous yet so cute! eversince we bought him, baby's so busy potty training him! i hope he can quickly learn how to pee in the toilet. hurry!

2011-12-08T00:40:00.004+08:00

today is such a horrible day cause i have 2 tests coming up and i didn't revise both! but thankfully its over and i can finally sleep in peace at night. haha. but not to forget the assignment due in 2 weeks time! gotta start on it soon!

anyway, rushed to town from sch to catch 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 with raurau and vi!! i think its really really nice and humorous in the wrong way. lol. but its so sad that the guy and girl didnt end up together. i hate this kind of endings!! i still believe in happily ever after ♥ and the guy is so cute!! hehe :D

part of the lyrics from the song ♥

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

hehe and anyway, was testing out face-time on iphone with baby yesterday! :)

hahaha dunno what this boy is doing lah. but i love him to bits! ♥♥♥

TWENTY

2011-11-26T00:56:00.005+08:00

4days have passed since my birthday and i still cant get used to telling people i'm twenty this year! so old! :( haha anyway, my birthday was spend with baby in the day and family at night ♥ sentosa for the 4D/3D magic thingy and dinner buffet at carousel! topped up with my fav awfully choc cake with ice cream! hehe. but my cake with ice cream taste so much nicer the next day cause i was too full from the buffet that night! simple birthday yet filled with so much love ♥

and i gotta say that i spend MUCH MUCH more time studying this year but i still don't understand and remember a lot of stuff! really angry with myself. i have so many readings to do, so many hw and assignments as compared to last year! BIG SIGH! 2months of year 2 have passed and there's only 3 more months to prelims! haha okay i realised there's only 8months for me in the academic year. but 7days a week is somehow not enough for me. i do nothing else except study, work and time with bb on weekends! can i have 48hours a day?

haha okay, gotta go catch some sleep now! gna meet baby tmr for breaking dawn part 1! hehe. haven't been to the movies for quite some time already :)

ohyes, and happy forty-fourth baby boy!

you light up my world like nobody else ♥

i want you forever

forever and always

through the good and the bad and the ugly

we'll grow old together

forever and always

and always remember

whether rich or for poor or for better

we'll still love each other

forever and always ♥

forever and always by parachute -

sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.

2011-11-08T17:24:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

home from school like an hour ago. supposed to be studying now! why am i here? haha. okay just a quick update on my life and shall start on my revision! i'm lagging behind! :( but there are somedays which i just don't feel like revising my financial management or management accounting. its just too much for me to take in. so i keep procrastinating. which is bad. but i'll never get tired of doing my hw for my math related modules though. hehehe. should have taken like some math degree or something. lol. ohwells.

so i have my management mathematics and financial management lecture today, which i find that my FM lecturer is going faster and faster each lecture and i can't catch up! all my friends agreed too! urgh!

ohyes and tmr is wed which is the day i dread and hate the most cause of MA lecture. i think my lecturer is a psycho. he enjoys seeing us suffer. like mentally. wtf?! and best of all, i don't really understand his lecture :(

i remember promising myself that i will do well this year! yes, i did revise and do my hw but i'm slowly becoming lazy again. i can't!! i need to lay my foundation well so that when prelims or final exam comes, i won't panic. cause end feb bb's gna ord, i wna spend more time with him. & april is a special month i wna enjoy myself plus may is bb's bday i wna celebrate with him! to make all these possible i NEED to know my stuff! so pea brain, please cooperate with me ya? :)

anw! november is supposed to be a happy month! despite all the unhappy stuff, tests and assignments! i will hang in there! cause the fittest survives :)

okay, time to study! ciao!

& i love you, fatty <3

GETAWAY!! (L)

2011-09-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

the rest of this week is gonna be super awesomeeeee! :)

leaving for genting on wed early morn so gonna stayover at bb's tmr night! hehe. so excited for the trip! am like racking my brain on what to bring etc. i think i'm almost bringing my whole room! hahahaha. serious!!

and tmr's gonna be my last day at work. you dont know how excited i am feeling right now i think i cant fall asleep! hehe. let this week pass slow please. like really slow :D

i've pack for like an hr and a half and i'm still not done! okay i'm gonna quickly pack up and sleep! have an smurfsome week too readers!

F-R-E-E-D-O-M

2011-09-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

i can smell freedom! hehehe. just 4 more days of work and i'm free from waking up early every weekday :) i've waited for this day since the 2nd/3rd week of my work! cant quite believe i actually survived 3months and 3weeks of work! kudos to me! haha.

and of course! i cant wait for the upcoming trip to genting with baby! like in a weeks' time! so eggcited!! :))) hope that four days will pass slowly... hehe.

anyway, tmr is eCR day. kailing, dina and i cant whatsapp-ing about it. cause i think we're like scheduled to choose last. wtf?! there are rumours that all the modules with good lecturers are like full already. how can!! hopefully everything goes well tmr *fingers crossed!*

ohyes, baby still haven't reply me :( guess he's still having his exercise somewhere in sg. gotta go to sleep without my night call tonight :( kbye.

somewhere over the rainbow,

2011-08-19T23:51:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm putting a lot of burden on myself. i like to maximise all my time (except when i'm with fatty) and do more things. i feel weird and lost when i have free time alone. in the end, i would spend my free time overthinking and thinking of useless stuff. which could actually be put into good use! you know what i mean? so people call be superwoman. hahaa cause i hold 3 jobs currently. 1. office work 2. ben and jerry's 3. tuition. my schedules are always packed to the fullest. heh. &i think its bad for me cause i always end up having not enough sleep! and i need to complain that driving is sucking alot ALOT of money out of me. srsly. okay i have so little savings, you could actually say that i have none and i actually dared to sign up for driving lessons. uh huh. so ALL my office job salary goes to my practical lessons and i have NONE left for myself. sad to say. mum warned me not to take, bf warned me not to take. but dad actually encouraged me, not knowing if i have enough money. teeheehee. but ohwell, i'm already half way through my driving lessons and i've paid for almost ALL my lessons till final practical test. maybe just 2-3 more lessons :) so i can safely say that all my salary and earnings will be mine after this month! like finally... need to save up for overseas trip!!!

anyway, today is friday and it was an awesome day! :) i'm a happy girl! was totally like a half day cause after lunch we had an 'excursion' to the old folks home. haha its volunter work actually. just there to distribute mooncakes to the folks there, talk to them and accompany them with some hands on. was posted to the dementia ward and it really hurts me to see them like this. cause they keep forgetting things and repeating their qns :( sry, i'm a really emotional person, but their happy faces just made everything better. and this granny could actually play the piano! i'm amazed :) would really like to do more of such volunteer work in the near future!

that explains why its like a half day today! so time passed like lightning &its already 5.30pm. knock off & tgif! hehee! fav day of the whole week. and finally one fri that i don't have work at B&J. another thing that cheered me up is that block of wood bf asked me out for a movie date :D heh i know its no big deal but it means alot to me ♥ so we had dinner, caught a movie, andersen's ice cream and durian pancake after that! we eat whole day and eat all night. haha

btw, i found another girl that has the same bday as me :) its my new colleague sitting behind me. hehe. so excited!

2011-08-16T23:26:00.006+08:00

i will not complain about work here anymore. but just wanna say that i'm really glad that i have 3.5weeks left! :) really looking forward to it. &after my work contract ends, it means that i'll be away on a short getaway with baby! woohooo! my passport is readyyyy!

but before all these, results will be out in a weeks' time! keeping fingers crossed! really worried about it. but i hope i will do well. in fact everyone does. heh.

cant wait for school to start cause i dread dragging myself out of bed at 7.30am every weekday. its such a chore. i want to sleep and wake up naturally and not get a heart attack everytime the alarm rings. bad for heart y'know? haha.

btw, dina told me she's gonna shift house and i didnt expect she's moving in alone! like..... ALONE?! house chores &meals all you gotta settle it yourself. actually i wouldn't mind, but i would actually miss my family. hehe. though i'm like so busy currently and i'm seldom at home. but stilllllll its different!

last week was a short week for baby and i cause he had guard duty on sun :( so, sat we headed to town cause we wanted to try cold stone creamery! caught a movie, had dinner at ootoya and cold stone at OC! erm... but i still prefer ben&jerry's! hehe. bias i know :)

okay wanna post photos, but its in my phone. next time perhaps.

our thirty-ninth ♥

2011-07-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

almost the end of july. wishing its the end of august though! want my work contract to quickly end. LIKE IMMEDIATELY!

okay enough of ranting. this weekend was awesomely awesome :) food hunting with baby on sat! roselle pearl milktea at bedok int then went to jalan something hmm... somewhere near changi to eat this black KL hokkien mee which i've never seen before in my life (feeling like a mountain tortoise) then to east coast road for our awfully chocolate! :p round tummy after that!! but that boy was so greedy he wanted another LARGE roselle pearl milktea since we'll be passing by bedok int again. HAHA!

and for sunday, went to baby's hse in the morn, slept like a pig and woke up at 1.15pm! guess what? baby has driving lesson at 1.30pm at ubi! told him to wake up immediately and he said "forget it" HAHAHA. still in sleep mode as usual. took me 3times to tell him he has driving lesson in 15mins time can! super classic. feel like filming down all his sleep mode moments! next time i guess! hehee :D durian after that and dinner with bb's mom and granny :) pasar malam-ed with bb on the way to the bus stop. wanted to get a cover for my to-be iphone but i bought elmo passport holder instead cause no nice phone covers. lovin' it! bought a spongebob one for my sis! hehe $2.40 each only! okayyyy right :) gonna use it for sept's overseas trip with that silly boy <3 OHYESSS! speaking of that. was super duper ultraman happy when my parents let me go overseas with my bf. teeheehee. passport in my hands now! muahahaha. oops!

and i need to quickly renew it!

girls' night out at timbre ♥

2011-07-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

as the title, went there to celebrate dear panda jes's birthday too! :)
let the pictures do the talking then!

here's our drinks! erm... absolute voldka rasp mixed with sprite, apple with vanilla, citrus with lime? HAHA i really cant remember we just anyhow ordered :)

our duck pizza!

buffalo wings! love this! i wanna eat it again :p

jes's cake. HAHA a little squashed cause we hid it in becca's bag!

my second drink, sex on the beach. LOL. the lady recommended it okay~ but too pineapple-ish

the live band. awesome acoustic songs (Y)

so jes and becca went home after that, the 3of us went to clarke quay for a walk :)

sitting by the river camwhoring. HAHAHA

and watching ang mohs taking the bungee at midnight. me wanna take it one day too! alright baby? :D

and finally stay-over at vi's hse!

meaningless life

2011-06-30T17:03:00.004+08:00

one month since i've blogged! started my office job slightly more than a month ago. i swear office job is so not for me. hate to sit in the office for the whole day staring at the computer. bad for eyes, bad for body. sure grow fat easily cause only eat and eat and eat. hurhur. so i've decided to go swimming every once a week to keep in shape? HAHA. but then i realise swimming makes my shoulder broader. HOW? i think i have triceps already lor. walao damn ugly!! machiam like some muscular woman. lol. but i'm damn lazy to go jogging. i need a workout buddy! anyone? :D

anyway, office job is just so boring that its killing me. i have like 2.5 more months. goodluck to me la! & i'm starting to miss working at b&j with my lovely friends. though the pay is like pathetic. but its much more flexible.

YES so today i didnt go to work. cause i woke up with a swollen eye?! like whatttt? but then it was raining like super heavily and i was damn tired so good timing aye? managed to skip the heavy rain and get 4hours of extra sleep! :) hiak hiak!

also, its been like 10days since i last saw my silly boy until yesterday! :) stupid army, i really hate mindef. 8 more months quickly pass please!!

okay, so i just logged into school's portal and school starts on 22nd sept. i have a week's break after my office contract ends. like a short only :( holidays wasted. SIGH. bye.

AND WHY SO MANY RETARDED PEOPLE WRITING ON MY BOARD. SO IRRITATING!>:(

2011-05-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

its been a while since my exams ended! thought i should update this space, so here i am. oh, and i forgot my password for a moment while logging in. haha. anyway, that boy is unwell today. hope he gets well after a good nights' sleep :) wonder if he will wake up at 2.45am to catch the finals, man utd vs barcelona?

so we caught kungfu panda 2 after lunch today and it was awesome! super funny and cute! loving it! havent had a good laugh after so long. except when that silly boy is doing and saying retarded things that made me laugh till my cheeks are gonna burst. haha.

oh, and my cousin's dog micky was put to sleep just a week ago and it saddens me so much. cause he was vomitting and has no appetite. words cant express how painful it was for me to receive that piece of bad news. occasionally when i have nothing to do, i would think of him and tears would flow uncontrollably :'( he about 10years old and has been a great dog. brought much joy to the people around him. RIP micky. at least you're not suffering anymore <3 you'll always live in our hearts.

maybe i'm a joke

2011-04-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

that little glimse of hope seems to have vanished as each day passes.

i thought i had my emotions under control. but no, i totally broke down when i received baby's text asking me if i'm okay.

sometimes i wish...

ohwell, the cruel truth is that life goes on. i have to get past my own stage. i'm still being a little optimistic though, &i wonder if its good or bad. in the mean time i shall mug my ass off these few days cause my exams are in less than a weeks' time. i hope i wont screw it up! :(

the week seems to pass so slowly this week. on a lighter note, it means i've got more time to study (its just in the mind) but the bad thing is, weekends are the only days i get to see my silly boy. i miss him so much. i'm going through so much shit right now and i need a hug from him so badly :'(

argh, time to crash. and the same routine continues for the next 2 weeks till i'm officially free from the monster exams. by then, maybe i might be able to let go of what's holding me back and be happier.

i love you baby ♥

cause i can't get enough of you ♥

2011-04-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary Baby!

we're 3years old! ♥ heehee!

though we cant spend this special day together, i still love you tons! the weekend spent together was awesome :)

okayyy, now i cant wait for my exams to be over so i'll be freeeeee. i know i shoud focus on studying instead of counting down to the end of exams. but that's what keeps me motivated! hehe. i've planned what to do during the approx 4 months long holiday! i will get my driving licence within 2 months, work and earn as much money as i can (& hopefully i can go on a holiday with baby next year), exercise and slim down (i need to shed those pounds! i wanna be skinny!) hehee. and have more time to spend with baby of course! ♥

alrighty, i shall go to sleep now. and wait for baby's night call :)

tough times don't last but tough people do.

2011-04-12T00:08:00.012+08:00

just 3 weeks more to final exams! i remember after prelims, i told myself that i need to mug hard for it but look what happened? i'm still not prepared! :( especially my banking and finance module. its killing me. i cant wait for exams to be over so i can let my hair down and do anything i want. hehee. but then baby's gonna start staying in this wed onwards. there goes my holiday wanting to accompany him more :( i hope next year my mum allows me to go on a holiday with him like after he ord and during my holidays :))) *cross fingers*

all the revision lectures coming one after another and i doubt i've got any spare time to revise on my own. cause each revision lects are 6hrs long. damn short righttttt! i think my brain will just die lah. omg please let me survive all these ordeal. i just wanna do well for my math, stats and poa and maybe my econs module. and just let me freaking pass my pbf :) thanks.

i hate life like this. i wanna grow up, so i have more freedom. but then i dun wanna grow up cause i'll have more troubles and responsibilities :( i hope next year i will revise my modules after every lect so i wont panic at the end of the year. hate myself for procrastinating. hate myself for being a lazy bum :(

and baby, please cheer up okay. it saddens me to see you unhappy. although you said that you're fine :( love you lots!♥

2011-03-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

he's so cute! his funny faces totally made me smile :) HAHAHA

cause i think of you every night.

2011-02-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

baby, day number fourteen in Australia already! i may not say or show it, but i really miss you very much. i want you to come back quickly but then i don't want you to come back quickly. best is you come back last. HAHAHA(too bad if you don't understand!) big hug please when you're back. like an extremely big one kkk :)

anyway, i feel so guilty today. i didn't study for 2 days already!!! argh, hate myself. procrastinate some more you fail YOU DESERVE IT OKAY! *pinch self* i shall study in the morning tmr before i go out. at least a little! monday onwards i shall stay-home-and-study-from-morning-till-night! i hope i can :)

kkk. goodnight.

2011-01-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

just a few days back i received a text from baby that he's gonna fly to australia at the end of this month for this air grading course. MY HEART TOTALLY SANK. although i knew it coming but i wasn't prepared that it would be so soon :( its 6weeks so this reminds me that i'm gonna spend a lonely valentines' this year. i know baby, you'll say that as long as we're together, everyday is valentine's day right! hahaha. i know you too well!

i'm supposed to sleep right now. cause i wanna wake up early tmr and do some work before lecture. and i wanna get some advance sleep cause i'll be working night shift on saturday and morning shift on sunday. haha. work die me uh. but i can't get to sleep. sometimes i wish i can foresee the future, so that i wont make mistakes and regret later on. but then its kinda scary if everyone can foresee the future. the world will become chaotic lahh. haha.

the last time i blogged was... last year! so happy 2011 to all! hope eveything ran smoothly so far. not so much for me though. the exam stress is slowly creeping to me. now the first half year would be hectic for me due to exams and 4months holiday awaits after that! i'm so looking forward to the loooooong holidays :)))))))))))

alrighty, i'm going to sleep NAO. i hope i can! cause the night is always evil to me :(

HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2010-12-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! :)

& happy 2years 8months baby♥

guilliver's travels with baby at cine. that silly boy was late uhuhuh! >:( hahaha. then flying chilli's for dinner! i likeeeee :) but ordered a little too much today. walked all the way to plaza sing to get gong cha - earl grey milk tea with pearl (Y) awesomeee thing! then walked all the way to orchard and the crowd at night was crazy until i pespire! desert at amkhub MOF. expensive but nice :)

awesome x'mas eve with love♥

nao what to do for new year's eve!

2010-12-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

met up with vb seniors today with jaslyn! thought it would be weird but actually it was okay! hehe. had marche for lunch! not as bad as what i thought cause last time baby told me it isn't nice. haha. i like the potato thingy. nicenice:) hehe. then met baby for dinner and had modesto's! i like! cause not too much flour and many many ingredients! hehe. after that had ice cream at ben and jerry's! then caught a movie which lasted more than 2hrs that made me wanna pee. HAHA! but its nice. hate the suspense though. it made me so nervous. HAHA! so today i ate like a MONSTER and i'm gonna grow FAT! :(

like i'm the only girl in the world ♥

2010-11-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

new rollerblades!♥

bb bought a pair of rollerblades for me for my bday! reddy reddy red my fav colour :) and he was like learning how to skate so we can skate together next time. cute la you. hehe. and i bought an external hard disk for myself so that i can store all my photos and songs inside and wont lose my files anymore; cause my com always dies on me :(

ohyesss, and i MUST talk about that weird person we met at amk hub ytd! he want us to give him money to take bus home cause he lost his wallet. then the second time he said his mother in hospital want take bus there to see her or smth. so... he want to go home or to the hospital? hmm... contradicting himself uh!? the best thing is he approached us the second time despite baby threatening to bring him to the police station so that the police officers can help him get 'home' -.-"

OMG! its 11plus already. continue to blog tmr. hehe. gotta sleep if not tmr zzz :( goodnight world!

with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love;

2010-11-11T22:17:00.008+08:00

that silly boy is on the way to his camp now. poor thing, it breaks my heart :( anddd i cant wait to spend another saturday with him ♥ hehe. anyway that boy is such a dear yesterday. there's this fish &co. student meal (captain's hook) from 3pm-6pm at $6.90 and i said i wanna eat so he came down to heeren to find me after my work, despite being so dirty and smelly after being out at field :D kekeke.

and i just wanna say i'm sorry dear for hurting you the other time, it really broke my heart. i know its not like our anniversary or anything but thanks for always being by my side, caring for me and entertaining me. no word can express how important you are to me.
i love you ♥

will you love me forever? :D

2010-11-04T13:19:00.003+08:00

managed to wake up at 10plus today! hehehe. and i'm supposed to be studying now but the computer is so distracting. i should have went out to study like yesterday. SIGH. never mind. i shall do some revision before heading for work. night shift todayyyyy! just kill me. luckily got 3 people doing closing. if not i'll just die. haha.

i desperately need shoes! my shoe is becoming more disgusting than ever :( maybe i'll head out to buy shoes before work. i want dinner with baby later but that boy never reply my msg! HUMPH! :(

i feel like going to ikea to get the ice making tray. so addicted to eating flavoured ice ever since the stayover at rau's!!! so addictive :)

perfect getaway ♥

2010-11-01T22:47:00.005+08:00

wednesday to sunday was an awesome getaway from home! hehe! some time of my own with my fav girls and of course that silly boy of mine :)

one week of holiday starting from today will be devoted to work. i'm gonna work like a dog. cause got no more tuition assignments and i want to save up moolah to go australia with qy, rau and mag! and of course just save up luh. haha. i hope i wont be lagging to much behind for sch. havent been revising and its really bad! :( someone save me for pbf please? SIGH.

its november already and i'm excited! baby say he's gonna take leave and accompany meeeeee ♥ hiak hiak hiak! pouts as well cause i'm gonna get olderrrrr :(

hello to all, if you're free come b&j heeren visit me okay? teeheehee. kidding. just visit me if anyone of you is at orchard :)

okay, i seriously need to catch up on some sleep! dark circles go away!

psssssssss! baby, i love you ♥

you're the one i wanna hold;

2010-10-22T23:19:00.006+08:00

OMG SHAGGGGGGGGGGG!

but thinking of tmr just makes me hyped up :D

yesterday night i only slept for 4hours! and i gotta wake up at 6am today to go school for principes of accounting :( didnt feel like going actually but i've already not go sch for quite a number of times(shhhh) plus my mum was home! so no chioce! plus today's lecture theatre was freezing cold until i almost froze. HAHA!

anyway, headed to bedok for dinner with vi after tuition and we had our laksa! C: hehe. and also dutch ice cream at the pasar malam! (L)

alrighty, i'm turning in! have a great night!

2010-10-21T14:04:00.005+08:00

omg work yesterday from 8pm to 1am totally killed me. i feel so shag until now:( haha. i woke up at 1pm which is bad cause i'm supposed to wake up at 10am and go for tuition at 12pm. teehee. postponed it to 5.30pm though. really sian to go out for tuition now already! i wanna stop teaching. luckily i didnt get into nie :D HAHA! once i finish posting i shall go and study till 4.30pm and head out for tuition :)

headed to cine with kailing and amanda in the afternoon before lecture yesterday. tried on the toms shoe! i dunno what size to get! haha. the first one on my list not nice. how? maybe i'll get the classics instead of the cordones :) TOMS! here i comeeeeee :DDD

ohyessss! just now there's a moth outside my window. i took a close look at it and its super disgusting. yucks. but now its goneeeeeee. good or bad?! cause i'm afraid it flew into my room hiding somewhere! :( fml. i dread mothssssss! >:(

just realised today's the 21st! hohoho. one more month! :) *hint hint!* teeheehee.

alrighty, off to study!
i miss you silly boy ♥ do you? :)

2010-10-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

They say jealousy proves how scared you are to lose the one you love. But sometimes, jealousy shows how much you don't trust the one you love.

fml. i've got a serious problem :(((((((((((((((((((((((

2010-10-03T22:41:00.004+08:00

I.WILL.EAT.LESS
I.WILL.STUDY

ANYWAY I DONT KNOW WHY MY FACEBOOK IS DOWN. ITS LIKE ONLY MY PROFILE IS DOWN. BF'S ONE IS WORKING WELL :( I THINK ITS ASKING ME TO STUDY AND STOP USING FB. HAHA! SO MAYBE I SHOULD.

i've filed all my notes and stuff nicely, now my table is much neater :)

ohyes, i just want to say i hate smokers. fucking hate them. you can smoke all you want and die young but please dont harm others as well, srsly. second degree smoke is more harmful >:(

my mum said super junior's sorry sorry sounds like an indian song. so cute! hahaha.

i'll love you forever today, cause i'll fall in love with you again tmr ♥

2010-09-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

today's a tuesday and its super busyyyyyyy! ftw! first time ever for a tuesday. shag:( haha! today was a actually a bad bad day for me but chocolate therapy, vivien shiw and michelle totally made my day! :D

i miss you hunn, today's htht is ♥
p/s: i know i'm demanding, i'm not easy to please so thank you for tolerating with me ♥ but sometimes i'm afraid that all my demands might just make me lose you.

i need hug.

someone tell me where to get TOMS?! :(

2010-09-27T23:41:00.004+08:00

KAILING! I think I want either one of them!
howhowhow? you want to ship together? hehehe :D
i need shoes so so badly :(

hiiiiiii readers! pls comment! which is nicerrrrr? i'm fickle minded! :X

cause you're amazing, just the way you are.

2010-09-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

un-named

2010-09-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

hello wello! school was okay today, thankfully. hehe. i just love doing math. how i wish i can just take math only. i don't mind econs as well. just without the irritating banking and finance and principles of accounting! >:( haven't been touching those two notes for very long already. i need to do it soon! someone please remind me! hehe.

so work tmr, and school again on friday then berrrry very fast it will be saturday! ♥ which i'm so so looking forward to! if you don't know why its okaiiii, you don't need to :)

OHYES! some super embarassing thing just happened yesterday. and today. it sucks to be broke lahhhh! no money to pay for lunch >.< how great can this get! shall not reveal too much here! kekeke!

i'm going to sleep already! hope everyone had an awesome mooncake festival. haha!

you don't know how much i miss you;

2010-09-15T22:42:00.005+08:00

i need new shoes! my current shoes are disgustingly dirty! :(

and i wanna buy TOMS! but they dont ship to sg :((

lucinda wore TOMS shoes to work today. its redddddd! i like can!!! she say she ordered online and shipped it to her friend in the states then her friend mailed it to sg for her. good luh! please tell me when your ordering ohkays!

ice cream delivery still not here yet. ice cream supply is depleting every hour. HAHAHA! i hope it comes tmr. so i wont have to deal with it on friday. hehehee. sorry terry! :D aiyah. i know you wont see this! who comes to my blog to read anyway!

supposed to go shopping with rau, bec and vi tmrrrrr! but cause of that sotong duck, its postponed to monday insteaddd. i end sch at 3 leh! :( so i'm super free tmr i asked kailing out to study together. i need to do some serious studying! i need to make FULL use of tmr. wanted to work like on fri/sat next week but i've decided to dedicate that time to my lecture notes! lol. must study super hard, i dont want to fail. i cannot fail i mean! retarded expensive feeeeeees!

ohyesss, my tuition kid and her lil sister chopped their hair off lah. i feel sad for them. but my tuitee's hair is quite nice. sorta like bob. but her sis's hair like china doll! hahaha.

teenage dream

2010-09-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder what do we live for...

i dont want to grow up and work so hard everyday so as to put 3 meals on the table.
my life now revolves about working, giving tuition and studying. i hate the fact that i need to make myself so tired everyday in order to pay for my transport fares and food, that i barely have time for anything else; not that i need time for anything else anyway. i just feel that life like this is boring. the routine doesn't change, except that i'm getting older day by day :(

BUT i don't mind doing all these if i won't get tired :) hehee.

TGIF, NOT

2010-09-03T23:18:00.005+08:00

i officially hate fridays cause i am so lonely in school and i got to eat lunch alone in the canteen when everyone has friends to accompany :( my life sucks and things like this just makes it worst. tuition today was cancelled and i kay kiang go serangoon first, in the end made a waste trip. so i decided to drop by baby's house and disturb him since he's on leave. but seems to me that i always make the wrong choice, wrong decision. can't i just have more self discipline? this is one thing i've got to promise myself, seriously.

i got to understand that people do change, so do circumstances and situations. now, its not only about me anymore.

its not what you do; but what you're willing to do, with me.

♥28th

2010-08-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy today, its better than striking lottery :) hehehe! cause that silly boy came to find me at school and waited for like almost 2hours? & i thought he lied! cause its so not him. we had dinner at bishan's din tai fung. our favourite xiao long bao and egg fried riceeee! i thought the chili crab xiao long bao was not bad as well! and a fattening desert after that, mango ice! :D

i love you baby ♥

SHAG!

2010-08-24T00:31:00.003+08:00

first day of school was... not bad. haha. managed to survive two 3-hr lectures! proud of myself and i hope i can continue to sustain that energy. cause all the rumours of students failing is seriously scaring me. econs teacher is nice, PBF teacher is naggy! :( so school ended at 3pm for me today and i managed to settle myself down at some corner and revised my econs from 3.30pm-5pm! :) need to do the reading again cause i was lost halfway during the lecture! yeah, then headed to jurong point for dinner and vb! vb training is quite xiong considering i haven't played it for more than a year already, which is A div. all the girls' spike like man sia! i wanna be as pro as them when i'm in year 2/3! hehehe. like so zai can :D haha. now my arms and legs are wobbly, i can walk straight and type properly! i hope it gets better tmr cause i'm working. how to scoop ice cream with weak arms? hahaha! :X

baby's having outfield right now, missing him already! though i just talked to him on the phone a few hours ago! teeheehee! love you baby! ♥

2010-08-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

worked for 3days at heeren this week and my wrist hurts :( heeren is much more livelier than sentosa and i wanna stay there! boohoo! chocolate macadamia is gone, forever. and i'm still mourning over it. together with many disappointed customers. they should seriously consider to continue producing choc mac! i dont want any new flavours! but i'm starting to like choc chip cookie dough. hehe :D

work today at heeren with pui yee was super messy! cause she's from dempsy and i'm from sentosa so we didnt really know what to do at heeren. managed to find the key to the main door but then couldn't find the aircon switch! HAHAHA! then we had to bank in $4.55 into the bank account. so funny. its such a small amount and pui yee had to queue at the bank for so long -.-" but overall, work was awesome! :)

school's starting in 3 days time and i gotta start reading up my notes and stuff cause i dont wanna fail :( which also mean that i'll have less time for everything and everyone :(((((

urgh! tuition at 8.30am tmrrrrrr! goodnight world!

when i don't say anything, it doesnt mean nothing's wrong

2010-08-14T01:03:00.003+08:00

i can't express how i'm feeling right now.
so don't expect me to tell you when i dont even know it myself.
all you gotta do is show me more love and show that you care.

somebody to love

2010-08-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

OMG THIS IS SUPER SAD! SAW IT AT COUSIN'S POST! :'(

A BF gave a challenge to his GF to live a day without him, with no communications at all & if she passed it, he would love her forever. The GF agreed and they did not contact. Without knowing that her BF has only 24 hours to live, she excitedly went to her BF's house the next day. Tears fall as she saw her BF in the coffin, with a note on the side "You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I love you."

& it hurts more than anything else

2010-08-05T00:04:00.003+08:00

tuition again today. my life is as boring as ever. the routine repeats itself like there's no ending. first tuition kid is still very nice to teach and tutoring her makes my day much much easier. but the second one just destroys it >:( argh! hahaha. when i reach her house she was sleeping okay! her maid called her up then she continued to sleep. nice -.-" in the end the lesson became less than an hour half. bleh!

school's starting in 2 weeks time! dont know if i'm ready. but i gotta study hard!

alrighty. goodnight world :)

meet me halfway

2010-07-22T00:05:00.007+08:00

basic theory test today was hehehe. one word sums it all, PASSED! i was really afraid that i would fail cause i read the book like one day before on the train ride from joo koon to pasir ris. then i went online to did some practices late at night plus early in the morning. luckily i passed. dad said i would fail. cause i ling shi bao fo jiao! hahaha. so now should i take FTT first or practical first?

short meetups with that silly boy these few days were great! :)))))) he went to paya lebar today cause he got some airforce checkup. and coincidentally i was at eunos teaching tuition so i was able to meet him for dinnerrrrr! we had astons for dinner plus waffle from waffle factory and i bought twixzxz! i likeee! loc with baby near the water fountain and i really like it; that atmosphere, nice scenery and company! hehehe. then accompanied baby to joo koon and i trained all the way back to pasir ris! and my butt hurts, but its all worth it :) OH! and tmr i'm meeting mummy at clementi at 1pm and that silly boy will be at redhill in the morning. this calls for another meal together ♥

at waffle factory, a thirsty man ;)

2010-07-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

SUN TAN ANYONE? :)))))))))))))))))))))

met jes for lunch today. had swensens at bugis. tried their grilled fish sambal & its niceeee! it tastes like stingray. hehehe. sambal wad, DUH :D then went to find emit asia for baby and its so frigging far away. walk until me and jes pespiring like siao. finally found the place and i was super funny up there. i told them i wanted to collect something but i don't know exactly what i wanna collect! pro right. cause i forgot. then i suddenly rmb baby say that i need to show some sms. then i realised he didnt forward me that sms! HAHAHA! so i just told the person baby's name and stuff and she so nice to just pass me the things! :) if not i'll just faint, so much for walking so far you know!

then jes and i took a bus back to bugis junction and trained to tampines to meet rau. slacked and chitchatted at the seats around basement 1. had milk teaaaaa! hehe. i rmb i used to think that milk tea isnt nice and now i'm so in love with it :) i prefer that than ice blended bbt luh. went to eat my yong tau foo plain with soup! i likeeeeee. its nice and not so filling! and as usual, our ice jelly cocktail with extra ice. oh rau, where's the extra lime? lol. there was one i got lectured by the auntie for requesting for extra ice and extra lime :X after dinner, jes went off to meet fengchuan and rau and i continued to lepak around. ate the chocolate cream puff at the icing room. i think bread papa is nicer!

i can't wait for pignic together with my pandas! :)

and i miss my silly boy so so much! 10 more days before i see him :(

♥

2010-07-14T13:33:00.004+08:00

kailing woke me up yesterday with her morning call and reminded me to book timetable! haha. lucky me. thanks kailing!(: but my timetable isn't very nice. will not have lessons on tue though(: hehe. Principles of banking and finance and econs on monday consecutively i think my brain will just die :( am thinking of joining clubs! but priscilla say need to pay? should i continue volleyball? or take taekwondo? frisbee? judo? hehe.

urgh. i'm so lazy to go for tuition. am always like that. but i need to earn money. was thinking of working at 7-11 downstairs. cause i can save on transport feessss :) but i think its kinda dangerous cause its super enclosed (no glass windows) and i might just get killed if there's a robbery. lol. unless they put 2 person for a shift.

guess i'm almost over 'it' and i'll definately make the best out of everything :)

today is day threeee. many more days to go. i'm now looking forward to 25th&26th ♥

DAY ONE

2010-07-13T02:12:00.005+08:00

B's one week of block leave is over and he's back to camp. 3 weeks confinement this time. means i'll only get to see him at the end of this month! :( cabbed to Joo Koon with him and his friend early this morning and i almost died during the 1-hr ride. i've got motion sickness so i feel like vomitting. with the lots of braking urging me to vomit even more. all thanks to the traffic jam. heh. i'm lousy. after alighting the cab, went to find a toilet immediately and i vomitted the coffee i drank in the morning before leaving. guess what? (WHAT I'M GONNA SAY THE NEXT LINE MIGHT BE DISTURBING FOR SOME) the coffee came out of my mouth and NOSE as well. make me feel so sick! urgh. seldom drink coffee ya'know. its because of the world cup finals - the extra 30minutes!!!, i didnt sleep a wink at all. went straight to baby's hse after the match. and yay! spain won :) although kinda sad that spain won germany, but don't really like Netherlands so yeah. hehe. should have watched the 3rd&4th placing instead of the finals, it seems more interesting!

dearest,
its gonna be really tough for the next 9months but i'm sure you will make it through! i'll always be here for you♥

2010-07-09T00:26:00.006+08:00

lunch with jes and vivien last last wednesday. this is so long ago but yea, gonna blog about it. hehe. i cant remember what we ate! ohno. i only remembered we met at tampines. gosh, my memory is getting worst. see what has holiday done to me! after that we headed to expo cause vi and jes wanna study. i'm supposed to leave halfway to go for tuition but i was way too lazy so i postponed my tuition. cancelled actually :X i'm such a bad tutor! but now i have to go for tuition 3 times a week instead of 2 cause i cancelled like 3times. oops! then raurau joined us in the evening after her paper then we had dinner at simei banquet! :) ohyesss, we ate pizzahut!!! hahaha.

baby's POP was last saturday. some parts of the parade was really dots! hehe. rained and we had to take photos in the rain. worst is all of them had to stand in the rain. drenched! baby's in W so we were the last to leave. how nice! -_-" yeap, then we went to watch eclipse the next next day. its nicer than new moon luh. more action! the sentence i like most is when edward said "doesn't he have a shirt?" - something along that line. its super funny! HAHAHA! then din tai fung after that at bishan! niceeee! but not as nice as usual. the egg fried rice seems like something's missing and i still don't like their noodles, but xiao long bao is still nice as ever and i likeeee! :))))))

we dance on,

2010-07-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

i found this at jaslyn's blog. & i think its very meaningful :) if things are going bad, dont worry cause it wont last forever. reallyyy? i hope its so true. i'm currently waiting, i hope i wont be waiting until its too late. i hope i can make it on time, make everything right. *fingers crossed!*

i've got many other things to blog about but im lazy and tired so i shall blog about them another day. ohyesss, baby's POP today! awesomeee. this week will definately be a fun one :)

goodnight world.

2010-06-23T22:38:00.003+08:00

terrible day :( both my tuition kids are so playful today i feel like strangling them! seriously. one cant stop looking at herself through the mirror and one keep wasting time by drinking water, go get her stuffs and what not and even forgot how to do division!!! 7/7=7 and 6/6=36 YAY! seriously pissed off today but i didnt scold them. i'm so niceeeeee right! hehe. i must admit i have the bestest temper everrrrr. i hope the next lesson would be back to normal. today's way too abnormal. haha.

i'm currently waiting for baby's call :( 10.53pm already! passed 2months already i'm still eggcited receiving his night calls♥ teeheehee!. one and a half more week to baby's POP then it will be his block leave. awesomeeee! still counting down to this weekend :D and hey you! i turned down one of my tuition this friday cause you said you'll be out early ah! touched a not. better say yes! hehe love you lots♥

TE AMO♥

2010-06-22T00:05:00.007+08:00

SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

i'm feeling rather down lately :( and working doesn't help much in stopping me from thinking so much. sigh. plus baby can't be by my side to divert my attention. sigh. on the way back from work today i realised today is only monday! how nice. i want friday to come quickly! its like i always want the week to end. you should know why! heh. but one thing about time passing quickly is that sch will be starting soon and i'll be older. not good. i'm now too used to working and slacking i think i forgot how to study. lol. oh, the only time i want time to freeze is when its baby's block leave :DDDDD hehe. yeah, so work was alright today. quite a lot of customers and i can feel my muscle aching now! i don't want my right muscles to be larger than my left one leh! HAHAHA! ohyes, i ate quite a spoonful of ice creamsss today prolly cause i'm feeling down. ice cream seems super duper ultra nice today! even though i ate like a lot last weekend with baby. finished almost 2 pints! should i get another 2 pints? - it makes me happy but its expensive :( maybe i'll find some cheaper alternatives!

urgh, i miss my smelly boy :(
4 more dayssss! faster pleaseeeee.

mistake-d

2010-06-14T23:09:00.002+08:00

quarrelled with baby today. i'm feeling rather... sad now. i dont know if sad is the word to describe my complex feeling but y'know. i wished i did better. i wished i was more conscientious. but nobody's perfect and i'm nobody. its like all the feelings i had in the past all came back to me once again. the lack of confidence in myself, the fear. though i know its just a small quarrel but i'm still afraid of losing you, really. cause big problems always arise from small ones, like you once said. and i would do all it takes to strengthen our relationship, cause i love you boy. i love you the most ♥

SUNDAYYYYYYY!

2010-06-13T16:26:00.005+08:00

i hope that smelly boy will be booking out today! :D

astons with some 08S29 peeps yesterday was awesome! long time no see huh. hehe. really really long queue outside astons on a saturday night at suntec. photosss. but blogger wont allow me to upload. idk why. probably its my com. didnt post the sentosa photos with family in the last post either. forget it. facebook has it!:) heh. really horrible hair in the photos anyway. i think i need a haircut. ohyessss, helix bridge with rijia, suyi and priscilla after dinner also. eunice and shihui pangseh! hehehe. walked effing far to the helix bridge and it was a torture to walk all the way back to the mrt station. lol. to rijia: you gotta try the tree top walk! its awesome! :) yeap. lets go henderson wave together some day. havent been there yet.

so today is sunday! have been waiting for it since sunday(last). HAHA. but i've yet to receive any msg/call from that boy yet. in the mean time i shall shower and trim my fringe nice nice :) hehe. ciao!

don't stop believing

2010-06-09T23:35:00.005+08:00

that smelly boy is so cute yesterday! he asked me during our night call if my parents will allow us to go genting together. cause he can use his ns block leave to go genting with me. haha. i would love to but of course not my dear! prolly after we're 21years old. he's so cute lah, i love you truckloads!♥

tmr will be 10th june which is the 2nd acceptance period for uni. i was hoping i would receive like either nus/ntu letter telling me i was accepted but there was no letter in the letter box today lah! only those junk ads. despair much! plus i lack the courage to go directly to nus/ntu webbie to sign in and check the application status. i'm afraid that i might receive bad news cause i'm currently living in denial :(

went for tuition today and then city plaza with weitang after that. walked around with my painful feet luh. i need new shoes! and bag! :) had waffle at waffle factory at the post office building. apple cinnamon! not bad not bad. but its $1.80 for a waffle of your palm size, maybe a bit larger. then trained to tampines and ate dinner at tm. weitang's herbal chicken! hahaha. i had pontian noodles. like again. forever eating that. i like cause its nice, and serving is small. but one thing i dislike abt it is the pork oil! FATS! :( yeah, that's abt it.

anyway, yesterday family planned to go to USS but the tickets were sold out. how nice :( so we postponed the trip to next tue instead. we've bought the tickets already! still eggcited even though i've been there with baby during april! teeheehee. so we toured around sentosa exploring all the places and activities as well as taking the tram alot alot alot of times. it was also raining like every now and then making travelling so troublesome. i hate the rain when i wanna have fun. walked past b&j and saw rachel on the tram luh. she waved but i dont know if its to me, but i waved back! then no response, lol. seen the renovated stall. but still not enclosed. at least i see that the roof looks better and the unbrella is replaced :) ohyesss, took the skyride and luge with family and my sister is less brave than i thought she was. HAHAHAHA! and sister and i took the extreme log ride at the cineblast after that. it cost 18bucks for adult and 11bucks for child. cooooool but so not worth the money. its only 15min long. and it isn't as exciting as i expected. but still worth the first time. peektures next time! gotta sleep, work tmrrrr.

goodnight world, goodnight baby. i love you ♥

You get closer and there's nowhere in this world I'd rather be

2010-06-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

i hate it everytime baby books in :( cause i dont like goodbyes. heh. anyway, that smelly boy of mine wont be out this weekend! sad luh. good thing is i got my pay today! hehe. i'm a hundred plus bucks richer :) and i shall save. till i got a thousand buck more! wait, by then i'll be clothes/food deprived. cause i think it will take me many many months to earn a thousand, not like last time, where 1 half months will do the trick. hahaha. i'll see howwww. universal studios tomorrow again with family. yay! at least something to kill my boredom. tuition on wed and fri and work on thurs. one day only! :( i shall submit more timings for work next week. i need to! ohyesss, and shopping with weitang on fri! and hey! billybombers as well? we've been talking about it since forever! do you see this weitang? hehehe. i'm supposed to go to baby's house to collect my things but i'm still home. cause grandfather is out and i cant leave house. all thanks to little sister -_______-" so, only one day of weekend with baby last week. just kinda slacked at his hse and movies at amk, killers. i wanna watch the karate kid! next weekend when you're out alright baby! its a date :) hehehe. oh, and i'm sorry mao i couldnt send you off yesterday. i hope you'll do well in aust! all the best babe! loveeees!

no boyfriend week :(

2010-06-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

ohno, i went to check out some blogshops once again after a long break and i found the floral tube romper i always wanted!!! *faints* the one that i saw with kailing at FEP but its $40plus. now its only $26 online! but the sad thing is... its out of stock lah. got money also cant buy, let alone no money :( i feel so sad now. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

okay, i'm counting down to the day baby will be out! can't wait to receive his call on friday! (i hope he calls!) hehe. i missed him so so sooooooo much! everyday i just love looking at the funny videos i took of him and all our photos. heh heh. *screams!* i'm seriously dying/rotting at home facing the computer the whole day, this explains why i update everyday; no-bf week :( tmr will be another torturing day. wish me luck!

good news please ):

2010-06-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

now i realised i'm like quite lucky since schooling. luck is always on my side. although i may not always get my desired choice but what i get is good enough. but i'm running out of luck now; this time all i ask for is to get into a local uni (although i know my results are way below average, BUTTT...). just submitted my online appeal for both ntu and nus. i'm feeling worried all over again just like the first application period ): i want good news this time, i really do. please give me another chance. but on the other hand, really glad that becca and jes got into their desired course in nus! omg! i'm like super happy for them (:

pieces of my heart are missing you.

2010-05-31T23:34:00.005+08:00

shrek forever after 3D with little sister today. kinda sad at some parts of the show. it tells us to cherish our loved ones esp our partners! cause we never treasure what we have till we lose it.
hehe. so, i wanna tell boyfriend "i love you, forever(L)" plus hugs and kisses! lets treasure all the times we hv tgt kays! :D

yeahh, so after movie at the cathay, sister and i headed to novena to find weitang. sister bought name stickers! but they dont have elmo onessss! had pontian wonton noodles for dinner (Y) i likeeeeee! and ice creaaaaam @ udders for dessert :) ohyesss, novena has cotton on kids. so cute.

alrighty, im going to sleep already. my fever is coming back :(

4moredaysss :)

you'll always be my one and only ♥

2010-05-30T23:58:00.011+08:00

weekend was awesome cause that silly boy of mine booked out on thursday! :) thursday was a rush because he was only out at abt 9.30pm. it was already 10plus when we reached his house. so just some unpacking and back home. happy slacking at his house on friday just watching tv together and watching him play his game. i always get totally engrossed in his game even though he was the one playing. hehehe.

then prince of persia with baby on saturdayyy. it was great! the effects were awesome that i cant bear to leave the cinema halfway to go to the toilet. HAHA! then dinner at dian xiao er! one word, nice :) one veg, 2meat and 1 soup for $38/2person (excluding gst) i don't usually eat at chinese restaurants until baby brought me to some this year. ding tai fung is nice too. xiao long baoooooooo! hehe. only photo of the food! cause too busy eating already. hehe :)

i woke up early in the morning today and headed to baby's house. hehe.

mum though i went to catch a plane; she thought i went out to send my friend off. haha! thought of finding him earlier cause he's booking in early ma. i looked kimchi ramen for lunch and baby made ice blended watermelon juice! btw, the ramen is instant one luh. i srsly cant cook :X i get super clumsy and messy even cooking instant noodles. but im much much muuuuuuch better already right honey? i know you'll agree :D *kekeke* mee hoon kuey dry for dinner but it wasnt as nice as it is supposed to be. *disappointed* and we reached the interchange on time! (Y) after sending him off there was a strong sense of sadness in me. can anyone understanddd? cause his next book out will be on sat; field caaaaaaamp. plusss! i wont be receiving his calls for five consecutive days. i dont know if i can survive without hearing his voice every night, i'm so used to his night calls :((((((((((((((

ohyesss, its gonna be the end of the month already. i hope my pay will be arriving! i'm desperate for money. can you understand how it feels like to be broke? like $50 to your name? HAHAHA! that's me. i'm only working one day next week. arghh! why so little! anyway, shrek 3D with sister tomorrow. so -____________-" lah.

HAPPY 25TH MONTH DEAREST! ♥

2010-05-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

oh okay, actually i've got nothing to blog about.

anyway, had lunch with mum and sis at mad jack today i think it isn't too bad. ntuc-ed and back home. super siannnnnn. actually wanted to go find weitang at her work place but she told me she wasn't feeling well so didn't go for work. so i've got no place to go. also, i wanted to go for my jab before heading to find her today and since she isn't working i'm also kinda lazy to go. PLUS I'M SUPERRR AFRAID! i'm chicken. yeah. so i was bored to the max at home i watched teevee the whole day.

on a happier note, baby will be out on thursdayyyy! i can't wait, seriously! but then very fast he'll be back in and the weeks go on repeat. how i wish baby can spend time with me every single day. if not every week like this very fast 2 years fly past and i'll be 21?! although the good thing is i will get to see that silly boy of mine more frequently!:) goooood or baddddd?

OHYESSSS i might as well just blog about the dinner date with SJC peeps for jesslyn yesterday!

dinnerrrr @ F.I.S.H :)

desert @ ben&jerry's! (i ate super alot of b&j ice cream this week already! including the 2 pints i shared with baby! OMG FATSSSS!)

becca was super reluctant to take a photo with jess! HAHAHA!

your love is my drug.

2010-05-24T00:51:00.007+08:00

i'm so bored right now so i've decided to change my blogskin!
heh heh. changed baby's one to the same as mine as well.
different colour though. baby's one is black and mine's PINK :)
but i think the font of my posts is ugly :(
shall change it tmr morning.
its getting late now i think should get to slp already!

baby's book in today. time really flies!
i still remember the kfc thingy vividly during his previous book out! hehe.
hopefully this week will pass fast. cause i've got no work this week.
sentosa's ben&jerry's undergoing renovation!!!
YAY! i hope it will be much much better.
so since i've got no work, time will definately pass slower...
missing you right now, sweetheart ♥

meeting qh, qy, raurau and becca for dinner tmr! :)

one more thing, i forgot to save my links so people please give me your links again. thanks!

i could really use a wish right now,

2010-05-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

tuition again today. time passed super fast!
and and and the girl really vehhh cute lah. haha.
her mum said she failed everything, i've got a heavy responsibility :(
then darling say she's very weak. cause p3 only fail everything leh.
i am trying my very best to teach and explain to her already.
but sometimes she still doesnt understand. is it me or just her?
the good thing is she's super hardworking. cause she likes to do homework. tell me, which student does?!?! lol.
i hope she can pass her next test/ examination!

one thing, qian hui's leaving :(
so gotta meet up real soon. heard me? (qy and raurau!)
heehee. hope she'll do well in Monash(?) All the best Mao!

anyway baby's supposed to be out today.
but he'll only be out tmrrrrrr. abt 10 more hourssss! :D :D
i should just go and slp so 10 hours will pass super fast!
alrighty, nights!

Book out! :) Book in! :(

2010-05-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

baby's first book out on friday was super funny! we were supposed to meet at the bubble tea shop but i wasn't there! cause he wanted me to go get kfc before he comes out and i thought he wanted to dine in! so i bought like 6 chicken (2 for each of us and 2 for my sister). my sister started eating first cause she's going back home earlier. i waited for baby with 4 chickens infront of me and all the people who walked past our table thought i was gonna eat 4 chicken all by myself -___-" haha! i waited from 7-8pm at kfc and when baby was out, he was waiting for me at the bubble tea shop luh. he was so sad cause he thought i will be punctual/early :( so he called me and he went to kfc to find me. i was packing his chicken into the box and i heard him said "don't want already" so i thought he didn't want the chicken, but actually it was the drink he was refering to. so i didn't take the chicken. after that the auntie chased us with the chicken and i told her to throw it away. baby was like "i want the chicken" + *shocked face!* OOPS! wad an incident for his first book out lah. haha! but that's what makes it memorable okay honey :D promise that i'll be at the bubble tea shop before you book out every weekend! and if you want me to get any food for you, im gonna takeaway. hehe. sorry about the chicken ya, so near yet so far right! HAHAHA!

so that was friday. saturday headed for mclunch with baby at tmart. headed to school after that for awards ceremony. baby was getting his distinguished award(?) all the awardees had to report to LT1 so i was like alone :( so poorthing and i see all the parents/guests heading to the auditorium so i followed :D so i was among the audience. performance was great but then it was boring before the start of everything. maybe cause its quite early. lol. then we left the AC earlier and headed to e-hub to catch iron man2! our very first movie together - iron man :):):) heehee. the starting was okay, ending was much more exciting. we had dinner at different tastes before the movie. the fried rice is much better than putien's!

today was a whole lot of slacking at baby's hse and after that we went to eat at thaiexpress before baby books in :( i don't like him wearing his uniform cause i cant hold his hand! :( *pouts!*

back to work tomorrow. such a long break = no money :(
i'm like super poor now, i need to earn more money!! hehe.

work on mon-wed and thurs is WINDOW shopping with kailing! (:

then very very fast it will be friday again. yayness. cant wait.

i'm missing you already honey :( love you lots!

Made in Candy!

2010-05-14T13:48:00.003+08:00

Went to Novena to find weitang yesterday after searching high and low for baby's present. When i reached there, weitang introduced me to this canday shop just at the corner of united sq basement, Made In Candy. It sells hard candies. me like hard candies!! and they have really really cute and nice pattern candies. the pig one is super cute. you'll be the judge. hehee. and the panda one!! PANDAS!! do you see that?! cute to the max.

while waiting for weitang to close the stall, we were kinda playing with the candies. there is heart, dog paw, smiley, pig and panda. haha. i bought a packet of 'bag of everything' for myself as well as one 'miss you' jar for baby!(:
p/s: even though i know baby doesnt like candies. hehe!

After that we had ice cream at U.d.d.e.r.s. not bad. waffle plus 2 scoops of ice creaaam(:

baby's booking out in six more hourssssss! cant wait! hehe :D

i don't want to walk this Earth if i gotta do it solo;

2010-05-12T00:11:00.004+08:00

first of all,
HAPPIEEEEEE BIRTHDAY DEAREST!♥
just 3 more days :D

its baby's birthday today! but he'll be spending it in tekong. ohwells.
i havent got his present yet. will definately get it before he books out!
what should i get leh?

anyway,
first two days of working was alright.
met beatrice, yan yeeee(leah) and penny during work!
they are really nice people. & i've learnt quite a lot from them(:
lots of cleaning up on the second day!
i think i'm gonna have muscle ache after this.
all thanks to new york super fudge chunk! HAHA!

after work took the bus with penny, instead of the tram.
the bus is totally filled with _. and it smells of _ too. urgh.
i finally understand why leah and penny dislikes them.
cause they are rude. and they act as if they've never taken a bus before luh!
-_________________-"
then my phone suddenly got this 'welcome to indonesia" msg again.
i think their aura is too strong. seriously. (even though they are not from indonesia)
anyway it would either be "welcome to m'sia"or "welcome to indonesia" what is wrong with singtel's roaming system?!
anyway, i'm not being mean to the _ but ya (:

A day at Universal Studios :)

2010-05-02T15:57:00.007+08:00

yesss, i forgot to mention that baby and i went to the Universal Studios! like a week plus ago...

it was awesome. compared to escape theme park? lol.

we were done with all of the rides by half day so we had time to retake those rides that we like as well as eating

and looking around at the souvenir shops.

too bad the battlestar galactica is not open :( well well, another time!

spotted Alicia at one of the souvenir shops btw!

i bought hard candy from the candy shop! but it wasn't hard enough :(

i wanna go clarke quay to get those hard ones some day!

also bought a jewellery holder, its like a pymarid. i likeee! thanks baby♥

oh, and that boy bought a mug from one of the shops in the sci-fi city.

baby's favourite ride must be revenge of the mummy. i like that too!

but i think the flying canopy is great too.

just that i cant overcome my fear for heights.

i need to scream while on it the whole time!

alrighty, off to sleep. training tmrrr.

i miss you boy :(

2 WEEKS :(

2010-04-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

i'm lazy to blog. but in case you're wondering,
that silly boy of mine will be out like 2 weeks later.
i feel so lonely now cause i have no one to disturb and no one to go out with during the day. HEHE!
plus i only get to speak to him at night for less than 5 minutes.
i should get a job soon, so 2 weeks will past faster!

i love you honey!♥

reminisces

2010-04-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

was packing my drawer and i found a stack of letters i've kept for the past few years. so i decided to read through all of them and it was really heartwarming. they are mostly from my juniors, classmates, BFFs and baby. amazed at how every single one of them played a part in my life. Thanks for all the memories, really glad knowing all of you (: It brings me back memories of all the fun, laughter and setbacks back in pri/sec sch/JC. Now i really miss schoooooooool! :( working sucks, but am okay with slacking/shopping. heehee.

Baby's going for his accountancy interview tomorrow. All the best dearest! cant wait to see you after that! (: Havent got any news from any of the unis. i hope i can at least get into a course that i applied for? pretty pleaseeee. i'm kinda worried.

Alright, back to packing my room. its so messy, so dirty that mosquitoes attacked me yesterday night! ARGH!

Its not receiving but giving.

2010-04-17T12:34:00.006+08:00

shopping with weitang yesterday!
been quite a while since i've been to far east and there are many new shops.
the clothes are much better now(:
far east is still nicer to shop than bugis street. hehe.
went to ion and 313 after that and we got our loots!
i realised i only had soya bean with pearl and 20pc of mini taiyaki for the whole of yesterday.
mini taiyaki!! rau and my favourite. esp caramel & custard :D

Kick Ass with baby on thursday. The starting is... wrong.
But i think hate girl is cool! she's damn fast and accurate. hehe.

My room is in a big mess. everthing is everywhere.
heh heh. i think i need to go to ikea to get some containers to organise my stuffs. one day, soon.
anyone knows where else i can get medium sized containers with compartments to put my accessories?
my mum suggested me to use the holder for cutlery -______-"

anyway, baby's going into army in less than 2 weeeks time.
i can feel the loneliness already :(
SAD.

Put it in a love song.

2010-04-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

clash of the titans with baby on wednesday!
pretty much excited but the show was okay only.
cause i watched piercy and the lightning thief and its abt the same,
so it gets kinda boring. y'know. hehe.
we had fish and co. for our dinner before that!
i like fish and co. but its so expensive.
fish and chips is still the best (:

thursday went to slack at weitang's stall after work.
we ate jap fish ice cream. hers was vanilla flavour and mine was black sugar.
so my fish is black in colour. interesting right! hehe.
everyone who walk past me was like looking,
why is this girl eating some black stuff... haha.

soooo, friday was officially my last day of work.
met the new temp. she's a mix! chinese and indian + portugese.
and and, mei's so nice. she gave me famous amos cookies :D
had dinner after that at kovan plus duriaaaaan. baby's treat!

saturday was a whole lot of slacking with baby. shiok!
had prata for dinner. i had cravings for it for like sooo long.
so finally~ hehe.

sakae buffet with vi and raurau tmr. yay!
but no sashimi for me please. totally gross.

monday.

2010-04-05T21:22:00.004+08:00

i'm tempted to cut eyebrow fringe. HAHAHAHA!
cause i saw one girl's eyebrow fringe is super nice i want it!
but i know given my hair, it will turn out terribly ugly :(
weitang's eyebrow fringe doesn't look like one though... hehe

during lunch today i met the same beggar again.
i remembered she asked for 8bucks. like what the...
80cents i also wont give you. not that i'm not compassionate or whatever, but she dont look poor to me cause she has a new set of clothes today. its not torn and tattered too.
you have limbs so go get a job lah please.

new temp coming tmr tmr tmr! cant wait. i hope she's nice cause i dun want to eat lunch alone anymoreee. at least there's a glimpse of hope :D
but NOT FAIR! cause she will be using a laptop during her stay at the company.
i was using that slowpoke omg grandmother computer since i joined!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! bish bish bish!
nehmind... hehe i cant wait to leave. warming up for freedom.
dun feel like getting another office job after baby gets enlisted.
how how how? shall think abt it when the time comes. heh!

i hate nights.

2010-04-04T15:31:00.002+08:00

first day of yoga class today.
kinda got back the secondary school days feeling.
rau and i was only 15 when we joined the course. time flies...
after that we headed to tampines for our lunch and bought japanese fish-shaped cakes! the caramel and mustard one is damn niceee.
but sad, today is the last day already. come back soon! (:

today was a fairytale

2010-04-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

finally can take a long break.
am like super lazy to go for work anymore.
baby has stopped working btw. shuang can!
anyway, weitang earn like 70dollars a day!
i only earn a pathetic 50plus for 9hours :(
now i cant wait for the new temp to come so at least the last days of my work there wont be so boring and lonely (:
speaking of weitang, headed to whitesands with sister to accompany her today.
there was so many people at some point of time i helped her to promote the things. so funny lah.
weitang was like "you won't nervous meh?" or smth along that line.
hahaha. also bought my new shoes. cause mine has a hole at the heel area and when it rains, my hole feet gets wet and smelly :( oops.

yesterday went to ice3 with baby for our ice cream waffle,
guess what?! there's strands of hair in my ice cream lah.
disgusting much!!! it totally ruined my appetite. nehmind. haha

monday, many days earlier we celebrated vi's bday at newyork newyork! veh fun! more outing please girls :D

paiseh, this photo is super umglam. we thought the camera didnt work so i was laughing. hehehe :D

♥ weekends

2010-03-19T23:45:00.005+08:00

yay its friday. looking forward to weekend cause work has been busy.
okay, i complaint when there's little work.
now i complaint when there's too much work ("
haha. its sis's birthday tmr. in like 15 minutes...
so here wishing you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
this week was awesome cause there's baby's company after work,
despite being so so tired after a long day (:

that silly boy accompanied me to tampines today to get my sis's present.
then we spotted event/sales at Esprit.
so i bought my wallet its like less than 30bucks. good deal.
*i've transferred all my cards and money into my new wallet alr!
i'm always so egg-cited when i have new things :D
anway, saw shuhua at Esprit and she took a photo for me and baby using a polaroid.
she was working, if you're wondering.
me like that photo! cause its my first time taking photo using a polaroid.
sua ku, yes i know. i always wanted to get a polaroid but its too expensive.
and none of my friends have it :( ohwells.
is it more worth it to get a digicam or polaroid? HAHAHA.

one thing, i realised there's always weird ppl commenting on my posts.
i have no idea what the hell is that person writing. damn cheeeena
-_____-

OMG ITS FRIDAYYY!

2010-03-03T23:07:00.004+08:00

results will be out on friday after 2.30pm confirmed.
die lah. i dun know how i'll do, i'm scared. very scared.
Whatever the outcome i'm sure baby will be there for me that day.
as well as raurauuuu!! (:
took leave on mon and tue as well to stabilise my emotion/flip thru the uni courses/ just chill.

work is getting busier and i like.
i'm almost busy the whole day and the time passes quickly.
ps: i like the end of the day cause i know i'll get to see that boy of mine (:

i've been quite emotional these days and its bad.
i tend to be upset easily. i dun know why. i hope it gets better. hehe.
honey, you've got to tolerate me for a moment :D
bish bish. love you luhhh ♥

2010-02-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

more and more stuff to do during work. i like! (Y)
heehee. if not i'll dread going to work cause there's nth to do.
so fast its thursday already.
its like closer and closer to the release of results :X
frankly speaking, i'm really afraid :( can i not get it back?
*prays very hard!*

have been eating not-nice-food these few days.
i hate it cause it spoils my mood and appetite :(
i miss baby's home cooked food. *hint hint* heehee

alright. super tired. am going to sleep already!
hey baby, HAPPY TWENTY-TWO MONTHS! ♥♥♥

happy new year pull your ear ("

2010-02-18T18:32:00.004+08:00

this year's chinese new year was a heatwarming one(:
except that valentine's day coincidentally falls the same day!
no pictures though. hahaha.
havent count my ang bao money but definately will not exceed $150

dun have work for three days which means no money also.
and since i have no work, slacking at home was a chore
so i went to orchard to disturb baby after his work ytd :D
had our dinner at wisma. baby ate char kuay tiao, i ate wonton noodles.
didn't finish my meal *guilty* but i really cant finish it.
tons of apologies to childen in Africa :(
plus i didn't have lunch before that!
i have a problem with finishing my meals lately :(
starbucks after that.

today's boring,
i miss my silly boy. should have gone to disturb him today :P

2010-01-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

hello wello i'm back blogging (:
superrr long never update this space already. its so outdated.
heh. first day of work today. everything is fine i guess.
more than half of the colleagues are angmohs i feel so intimidated. lol
anw, i'm not assigned to do a lot of work yet,
maybe cause i'm new. so i feel quite sian.
facing the computer waiting for instructions every now and then,
plus the temptation to sign in to msn and facebook.
hopefully i'll get to do little more stuff,
so that i'll be able to learn more things and gain experience(:
and of course to save myself from boredom!
the office is not that far from the mrt station
but it feels like its miles away when i'm wearing heels.
its killing me. so no more heels tomorrow. lesson learnt!

baby's going for an interview tomorrow i hope he'll get the job(:
JIAYOU! heh. at least he's also working so i wont feel so sian that i cant see him :(
havent seen him for like more than a week already i feel so sad.
wonders if he feels the same too? heh. *bu yao lian* but who cares.

alright. off to sleep. godnight world!
& i miss you dearest.

wedding dinnerrr (:

2009-12-20T13:36:00.014+08:00

woke up super early in the morning yesterday to help my mum prepare food for my uncle's wedding tea ceremony. after the couple came to my house i followed my dad together with my sis to the girl's house for another round of tea ceremony. hah. like that got angbao already!

wedding dinner at night was at happy joy restaurant. the food was okay only actually. but at least they didn't miss out the shark's fin soup (: hehe. first time seeing sweet and sour pork for a wedding dinner. not complaining or whatsoever, but its just weird. but i gotta take into consideration that the couple isn't that financially stable, so better than nothing (: i wore a high waist skirt with a causal top accompanied by a OMG threee inches high heels. so not my style, so not me. cause my mum didnt allow me to wear shorts and i didnt feel like wearing jeans either. so with that freaking high heels i feel like a tallie in which everyone seems like they shrinked since the last time i saw all of them. HAHAHA! i also had major difficulty getting up and down that long flight of stairs which leads us to the restaurant -.-"

i've got three similar photos of this,
but my sis's face looked constipated in the other two so i had to post this!
anddd! weitang's not looking at the camera right!

but she said she was. so be it ;P

i'll post more photos when my uncle gets them from the photographer (:

i miss my boy! i haven't seen him for 12345days already :(

PANDA OUTING 17.12.09! (:

2009-12-18T20:07:00.005+08:00

ECP with pandas for picnic was fun except for the rain. heh.
ate, chatted and played frisbee(: and of course photo takings!
then stayed under the shelter until five plus
and had a super loooong walk to the lagoon food centre!
my legs are still weak now. heh >.<
had satay, otah, chicken wing, stingray(Y) and sugar cane juice for dinner.
awesome food but fats are not that awesome afterall :( its okay!
after that headed to PP for a walk and home sweet home! :D

sorry baby i couldnt make it to meet up with you today! i really wanted to :(

i'll definately be able to make it the next time you ask alright!

tons to apologies. love you ♥

life's boring.

2009-12-03T18:27:00.005+08:00

Its the holidays but it seems like i have no plans, nothing to do ): all the plans that i have in mind before the start of a levels seems to have vanished into thin air. actually not all, i still do have some in mind like buying paint for my wall and shopping at ikea for new furnitures and accessories for my room(: on the other hand, there's no one dating me out(!) cause rau's in japan so the panda outing would prolly be after she comes back and also maybe after viv and ger's midsem which is like after 12th dec. lateee. then cousie's busy working now i need to wait for her to get her pay before we can start on our shopping spree as well as picnic to celebrate our belated birthdays(!) :DDD watching dramas on youtube is driving me crazy cause my grandma computer is as slow as a tortoise. it takes forever to load. i'm sick of waiting :( its okay, maybe i shall ask dad to fetch me to yio chu kang(?) to sign up for my driving test(Y) :D teeheehee.

alright, i'm heading to ws to meet my mum for dinner. BYE.

The end.

2009-11-30T20:14:00.004+08:00

today marks the end of A levels for me(:
HOOOOOOOOOORAY!
but frankly speaking, i'm afraid of getting back my results.
i don't know how im gonna fare but i'm sure its way better than prelims.
i'm just afraid that i might land nowhere. neither up, nor down. worst.
its okay. everything has already been set and nothing can change anything.
so i'm just gonna enjoy myself during this long holiday,
and maybe get myself a job and not think about the results, just yet.

anyway, after physics was dinner at BBQ chicken at e-hub with baby :D
nice meal with pink sofas. hahahaha.
then we took a bus to hougang mall,
wanted to find an external hard drive but to no avail.
its okay. next time go sim lim square! hehe.
alright. off to pack my room and get rid of all the notes! (but not into the bin yet) :D

warming up for freedom(:

2009-11-26T00:37:00.008+08:00

my last paper has yet to come but i'm gonna blog cause i might just forget everything after my last paper as well as i might have too many outings by then that i might mix everything up and poof, i dun need to blog already. heh(:

tuesday was shopping day with raurau at orchard. explored ion as well as orchard central. that little girl bought manymany things for herself. her new tagger bag is niceee. its cover is changeable lah. coooool. haha. but i dun need a backpack anymore cause i've graduated (and i dun wanna go back again) hehe. i like orchard central cause there's BEN AND JERRY'S. B&J is endangered now already y'know! so we licked our ice cream and made our way up to the roof top. me like rooftops! cause can take many many photos :D there's also a japanese fruit tart shop. so we shared a chocolate mint strawberry and blueberry tart (?) it will be nicer if the layer of chocolate moose and cake is THICKER! haha. i like all these funneh desserts and i'm gonna buy recipe books and spend some time at home making tarts and baking cakes(: YUMYUM! don't know if baby likes all these funneh deserts like i do. but i'm sure he will like it if there's ice cream! and also without cream! heh.

HAPPY NINETEENTH MONTH BABY<3
love you the most luh. heehee. headed to baby's today and practically slacked the whole day. i likeee! (: it has been so so long since we last slacked like there's no tomorrow. had our usual tabao-ed lunch followed by hours of tv and computer plus dinner was prepared by love :D hah! super long never eat his home cooked food too! the end was topped up with ice cream and more teevee. cant wait for physics to end so i can have more of these kinda days. yayyyy!

not forgetting mum's birthday celebration as well as mine! whole lot of fattening food plus cake and ice cream! gosh. i tink i've consumed far too much fats than i lose them, seriously. and its kinda bad. its okay. i shall start my exercising soon. heeeheee.
I'M EIGHTEEN! (:/:( HAHA!

untitled.

2009-11-13T21:51:00.004+08:00

i know i'm in the midst of my A levels. i shouldn't be here.
BUT! i need to rant/complain/whine/whatsoever. argh!
i'm so careless in my math paper2 i feel like strangling myself.
like seriously. it might just cost me my A grade :(
plus i tink i totally screwed up my gp.
ohplease. just let me pass will do :(
okay. i know its over. it cant be changed. so... nevermind.
i need to focus and be discipline for the next 3 days before my next paper.
i tend to relax and let loose of myself when it comes to the weekend.
how great. okay... shall read up some econs now.
i haven't touched it since... i don't know when? :X

disgressing a little! 2012 is showing today.
and its friday the 13th. yea right.
haha. i wanna watch. i tink the effects are gonna be woah.
and its gonna make me emo for a few days i suppose? lol.
but i hope its not gonna be true,
cause i would only be 21years and 1 month old.
btw, a special day is in ONE WEEKS' TIME!(plus one day)
guess what? :DDD
woohoo. i'm so egg-cited! hehe.

alright. gambatte for A levels! :D
i WILL wake up early tmr. pinky promise!

two is better than one ♥

2009-10-29T18:48:00.001+08:00

finally get to see that silly boy of mine yesterday after dinosaur years! missed him sooo much. but sigh! the day ended so quickly and today is ending in a few hours time. this shows how time flies :( its ELEVEN more days to a levels. cant believe it luh. i'll be taking my papers in less than two freaking weeks! :( some neighbour upstairs/downstairs/next block is baking muffins i can smell it while studying the whole day i feel like going to their house and grab all their muffins. muahahaha. i cant wait to bake after a levels. i'm gonna get that mixer like straight after my last paper. hah. kidding. last paper will be spent with baby to celebrate :D woohoo! alright. off for tuition already. good luck everyone! guess i wont be blogging till after A levels. monsterrr!

HIATUS!

distance is a scary thing.

2009-10-26T12:18:00.007+08:00

should i be sad or happy yesterday? but company with girlfriends was awesome(: headed to duck's house eat, drink, talked, slacked. after that met up with jes at tampines macs with vivien in the evening. revised some math but then we start to notice more people strolling into macs. cause there's a match to be broadcasted; MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL! the whole macs was filled with screams and shoutings. whole experience was... WOW(?) hahaha. but yesterday's match was pretty interesting as compared to other boooring ones. many about to score goals... yeah. wanted to but didnt stay to watch the whole match. cause it was getting late. but sad that man utd lost 2-0:( not a big fan of them though. just wanted them to win. heh(:

vivien and rebecca: liverpool win good lorr.
nevermind still got another match. hahah!

alright. study study study study study!
i hate the feeling of missing. i really do.
i feel like i'm leading myself to self-destruction.

i've been spending all my, time just thinking 'bout you

2009-10-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE AND A HALF YEAR BABY! ♥

i wake up in the morning everyday hoping that i can spend my time with you.
but i know i'm such a great distraction to you, like you are to me. heh heh.
so just study hard for this monster A levels for this remaining month or so,
and we'll have plenty of time to slack together after that alright!
heehee. loveloveee!

i'd do it all again for you, love.

2009-10-16T21:56:00.010+08:00

sweetheart,
just wanna say i love you the most ♥

twenty-five days!

2009-10-15T22:58:00.005+08:00

met up with two of my close friends today.
everyone has their own problems, i must say.
and no matter what we may face, now or in the future,
people can give us encouragements,
they can give us a shoulder to lean on,
but they cant help us tide through our obstacles.
we have to do it ourselves.

while i was on my way home,
i though to myself, "what if i'm the next person to cry?"
i realised i'm really afraid of alevels.
and as i leave the train station, i saw an advertisement.

"our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up everytime we fail."
Ralph Waldo Emmerso

but! i still hate alevels. just kill me :'(

i hate myself cause i'm losing focus!

2009-10-08T17:25:00.008+08:00

tell me why am i so lazy and easily distracted?! argh. hate myself for that. took a break from school today. woke up at 9am went to the doctor, tried to do some work when i reach home but it failed!! cause i did half of my econs essay(actually only intro, hah) and i went to sleep again. -_____-" i know this is not the best time to be pessimistic cause i've got so many good friends + baby always encouraging me; as much as i want to do well so all the efforts of my tutors and friends will not go down the drain. but i really cant help it. the worse is i know so well that the possibility of me doing well for a levels is so so small, and i'm still not making any effort to twist my dire situation :( serve myself right if i do badly for a levels. i've only got myself to blame.

alright, gonna prepare my things and head for tuition.
shall not allow myself to sleep until i finished doing what i've planned!

studystudystudystudystudy!!!
32DAYS TO A LEVELS!

hang on, stay strong.

2009-09-26T15:39:00.006+08:00

hi,
prelim results are so horrible i want to cry already :'(
i feel so stressed up right now. i feel like dying.
but i will not give up(!!!) cause i know i'm gonna have an awesome holiday after this agonizing period.
i've got soooo many things that i want to do after a levels!
so i cant fail if i wanna start on my 'to do list' in abt 2months time.
:D

JIAYOU!

2009-09-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BABY!♥

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
i love you i love you!

hope you had a surprise this morning :D

junk food plus chillout day (:

2009-09-20T21:39:00.004+08:00

morning tuition followed by ION with vivien in the afternoon.
rest of the pandas not free. saaaaad!!! but rau excused (: heehee.

first time there. i tink that place is freaking huge.

plus the structure within is damn confusing.

but i must admit i'm a mountain tortoise when it comes to orchard.
i still cant figure my way around that area. heh.

anyway, only those at the bottom few levels are suitable for us(:
cause all the shops are like high end goods...

so walked here walked there then settled down at starbucks for a chat while taking a rest.

got dunkin donuts!!! but not as nice as i expected *disappointed*

dun have those flower shaped ones. i likeeee(!) that kind leh :D
oh. saw mrs tan and her husband at borders.
haha. she can tell me apart leh! lol.

after that trained to kembangan for math tuition.

i tell you i was super tired that i only did 2 questions in 2hrs.

the rest of the time i was stoning and taking my time to think. bleh.

one more day to school. time flies lah.

still got homework undone. i'm in deep shit :(

okay. time to chiong hw. once i'm done with photo sending. ciao!

2009-09-18T22:30:00.005+08:00

was i foolish. or am i plain naive.

knowing that the ending would be uncertain.

but i went along...

cleared my schedule for the day.

woke up early in the morning.

dressed myself up.

and left the house even before i had breakfast.

to realise in the end
i'm still back home, with nothing to do.

so i went to sleep. to stop myself from thinking.

but sleep only put your thoughts away temporary.

i thought i've prepared myself for the worst.

i told myself i'll not be affected. i am still, eventually.

i'm not angry, i'm just sad.

but i will not regret my decision,

cause its better for one to be disappointed than five.

its okay. cause that's what makes us human i believe.
man without feelings make us void.

i believe this shows that i care about your decision.
but then, truthfully,
sometimes i'm unsure where i stand. tell me.

so mum woke me up when she came back from work,
during dinner, she asked "are you sad?"

i put on a brave front, smiled and said no.

i know i'm full of insecurities; i'm hard to please;

but i'm sure there's a part of me worth keeping?

new blogskin (actually its just white)

2009-09-17T18:45:00.004+08:00

prelims are finally over. yay. but its only the begining.
the begining of intensive revision for Alevel, the monster.

everytime a major exam ends,
i have this feeling of insecurity which i hate.
cause i know i didn't do well for any of them.
this sense of guilt stays within me. whether i studied or not.

oh yes, i forgot to mention.
that econs was bad as well.
and chem was worse. perhaps the worst would be much suitable.
all i can do is to pray, to hope and to keep my fingers crossed,
that i can at least get a C and above for math and physics(:
i need affirmation from these two subjects to keep me going. i really do.

but anyway, prelims are over and there's no point crying over spilled milk.
to self:
fall, cry, get back on your feet and brace yourself.

on a happier note, revision should be tonning down, at least for this week
so it means that i would be able to see and talk to that silly boy of mine more frequently!
lunch with baby today was awesome.
i really miss those times where we spend the whole day lazying around as if time was free.
heehee. lovelove!

alright. just ended tuition. brain dead. time to crash the bed! :D

2009-09-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

Math was bad ):
.

pretty much not myself today.
.

didn't study much for tmr's econs paper
hopefully tmr will be better
so i shall try to wake up earlier to study.
.

alright. goodnight.

2009-09-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

09/09/09

today's date is so cool (:
heeheehee.

alright. i go watch tv already; fated to love you.
i never fail to get touched while watching that drama series.
even though it made me waste like 1hr a day.
baaaa. its ending soon anyway.
shall cont'd to study after that.
physics in 2 days timeee. *prays*

and! just wanna say i miss that silly boy of mine so much i want to die already.
hehe. lovelove! ♥

ARGHH! my org chem really sucks ):
please be my friend?

2009-08-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY belated EIGHTEEN DUCK!(:

dinner at fish and co.! with that belated bday girl :D
haha. bought a balloon for that lil' girl cause hers flew away.

hope you had a great day ytd (:

hehe. before dinner with duck was studying in sch with priscilla.

past few weeks of night study too!

hey girl. i know you'll be reading this.
so dun be demoralised alright. we can do it! (:

jiayou and study hard.

4more days to preeeelims.

ONE LAST THING!!

get well soon sweetheart. love you a million more than fdb :D

2009-08-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

:D

HAPPY 16TH MONTH SWEETHEART! ♥

super duper ultraman happy today!!
finally get to see that silly boy of mine after 342318934years.
and when i say see, i dun mean a few seconds or minutes.
but the whole of him for myself(: i'm selfish. bleh.
cant blame me. cause i don't know when the next time will be.
sad.

i'm also happy cause i'm very productive today!
hope tmr will be another productive day.
i realised i'm starting to be motivated to study hard.
due to the phone call from baby in the morning today.
i didn't know what he was exactly thinking. vice versa.
but after that talk i felt much better. much much better.
and im sorry for being so demanding ):
you've got to understand my weak spot alright sweetheart.
so all my thoughts are cleared. everything's fine. great.
except that i have to endure like another threee months,
so i can have baby back all for myself (" heh

okie dokie. shall not blog anymore.
honey, just wanna say i love you lotslots! teehee.

7 more days to preeelim!

2009-08-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEEN JASLYN aka JIGGLY PUFF (:

2009-08-24T19:58:00.001+08:00

when everything comes to naught;
when things are not the same anymore.

maybe i was never once in your big picture.