untitled.

i know i'm in the midst of my A levels. i shouldn't be here.
BUT! i need to rant/complain/whine/whatsoever. argh!
i'm so careless in my math paper2 i feel like strangling myself.
like seriously. it might just cost me my A grade :(
plus i tink i totally screwed up my gp.
ohplease. just let me pass will do :(
okay. i know its over. it cant be changed. so... nevermind.
i need to focus and be discipline for the next 3 days before my next paper.
i tend to relax and let loose of myself when it comes to the weekend.
how great. okay... shall read up some econs now.
i haven't touched it since... i don't know when? :X

disgressing a little! 2012 is showing today.
and its friday the 13th. yea right.
haha. i wanna watch. i tink the effects are gonna be woah.
and its gonna make me emo for a few days i suppose? lol.
but i hope its not gonna be true,
cause i would only be 21years and 1 month old.
btw, a special day is in ONE WEEKS' TIME!(plus one day)
guess what? :DDD
woohoo. i'm so egg-cited! hehe.

alright. gambatte for A levels! :D
i WILL wake up early tmr. pinky promise!

two is better than one ♥

finally get to see that silly boy of mine yesterday after dinosaur years! missed him sooo much. but sigh! the day ended so quickly and today is ending in a few hours time. this shows how time flies :( its ELEVEN more days to a levels. cant believe it luh. i'll be taking my papers in less than two freaking weeks! :( some neighbour upstairs/downstairs/next block is baking muffins i can smell it while studying the whole day i feel like going to their house and grab all their muffins. muahahaha. i cant wait to bake after a levels. i'm gonna get that mixer like straight after my last paper. hah. kidding. last paper will be spent with baby to celebrate :D woohoo! alright. off for tuition already. good luck everyone! guess i wont be blogging till after A levels. monsterrr!

HIATUS!

distance is a scary thing.

should i be sad or happy yesterday? but company with girlfriends was awesome(: headed to duck's house eat, drink, talked, slacked. after that met up with jes at tampines macs with vivien in the evening. revised some math but then we start to notice more people strolling into macs. cause there's a match to be broadcasted; MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL! the whole macs was filled with screams and shoutings. whole experience was... WOW(?) hahaha. but yesterday's match was pretty interesting as compared to other boooring ones. many about to score goals... yeah. wanted to but didnt stay to watch the whole match. cause it was getting late. but sad that man utd lost 2-0:( not a big fan of them though. just wanted them to win. heh(:

vivien and rebecca: liverpool win good lorr.
nevermind still got another match. hahah!

alright. study study study study study!
i hate the feeling of missing. i really do.
i feel like i'm leading myself to self-destruction.

i've been spending all my, time just thinking 'bout you

HAPPY ONE AND A HALF YEAR BABY! ♥

i wake up in the morning everyday hoping that i can spend my time with you.
but i know i'm such a great distraction to you, like you are to me. heh heh.
so just study hard for this monster A levels for this remaining month or so,
and we'll have plenty of time to slack together after that alright!
heehee. loveloveee!

i'd do it all again for you, love.

sweetheart,
just wanna say i love you the most ♥

twenty-five days!

met up with two of my close friends today.
everyone has their own problems, i must say.
and no matter what we may face, now or in the future,
people can give us encouragements,
they can give us a shoulder to lean on,
but they cant help us tide through our obstacles.
we have to do it ourselves.

while i was on my way home,
i though to myself, "what if i'm the next person to cry?"
i realised i'm really afraid of alevels.
and as i leave the train station, i saw an advertisement.

"our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up everytime we fail."
Ralph Waldo Emmerso

but! i still hate alevels. just kill me :'(

i hate myself cause i'm losing focus!

tell me why am i so lazy and easily distracted?! argh. hate myself for that. took a break from school today. woke up at 9am went to the doctor, tried to do some work when i reach home but it failed!! cause i did half of my econs essay(actually only intro, hah) and i went to sleep again. -_____-" i know this is not the best time to be pessimistic cause i've got so many good friends + baby always encouraging me; as much as i want to do well so all the efforts of my tutors and friends will not go down the drain. but i really cant help it. the worse is i know so well that the possibility of me doing well for a levels is so so small, and i'm still not making any effort to twist my dire situation :( serve myself right if i do badly for a levels. i've only got myself to blame.

alright, gonna prepare my things and head for tuition.
shall not allow myself to sleep until i finished doing what i've planned!

studystudystudystudystudy!!!
32DAYS TO A LEVELS!